Citadel for the Broken

Today was my first day of class at Belhaven. I arrived five minitues late for my first class... I wasn't scolded but it probably didn't leave a good first impression... I Civ. we are studying God as Creator, His Sovereignty, and his right to judge man kind. Okay, I've been in church all my life I shouldn't struggle with this should I right? Wrong. I struggle with a lot that has been taught and my mother believes me to be "secularized" (Whatever). All I really want is to see the evidence for myself and not just believe because my teacher put it on a sheet of paper, therefore I am looking this stuff up on the advised sites that my professor has given us to look at.... most of what I struggle with isn't that the theory of evolution is wrong but statements about natural selection. Originally, I did not agree with evolution I believe that there are too many flaws to the theory but natural selection I believed, to an extent, possible...
Upon looking up the mans arguements on one statement: Natural selection has severe logical inconsistencies. I found this a statement: If we all come from the same ancestor, we would all be murderers and cannibals by the simple act of killing a cow. I chuckled to myself and though "This man has a point and since God allows us to eat meat I suppose that we have no relation to him at all... His statement does make since." Imagine if people who subscribe to the theory of evolution came across this thought, would they in fact all become vegetarians? Probably not and theoretically that would make them murderers... an interesting point of view... Just a few thoughts from today; I have to go back to my homework. For more information on what I wrote about go to: http://emporium.turnpike.net/C/cs/top.htm